Crying out loud... By the inside

There´s no life in me
Just Ruin
Behind a face
Of young person...
Theres just Death
Suffer...
Loneliness
In my Ruin´s I walk
Forgoten
Abandoned
Like a eternal punishment
Why all this
There´s a question
That I can´t answer
Looking to your picture everyday
just dreaming....
Fighting against myself
Just to give some space
Waiting....
I don´t care with the time it takes
I don´t care if i will suffer
You know me well enough
I will cut a path
When you want
Living is not for me now
I will be death
Until I ear the voice
I will be here
Where you know
Just improving some things
But always the same
Always yours
...
Just yours...